"The Moment"

Have you ever had the moment in your life?
It could be the moment of truth, a choice to be made.
Or it could be the moment when you realized that you actually found “the One”.
Or it could be the moment when you realized that changes needs to be done.
That’s what happened to me. Like a lightning from the sky it hit me.
Change. Even that word tasted different. So I took some time and wondered about my life.
It’s all good - but it could be better. I could be better. I see these happy, positive people every day. Those people who can smile after every setback. While thinking about those people I understood that they have something I envy - their positive attitude.

I don’t know what it was, that made me see everything differently. Suddenly I just knew that there was so much more in life; it has so much to offer. I could be so much happier.
And the only one, who’ll ever be able to make me a happier person, is me.

After some more pondering I got it all figured out. It seemed like I had no goals, no destination in life. Well, that problem is easily solved by setting some goals. Now, what do I want to do? Where do I want to be, let’s say, in five years from now? Who I want to be?
First, I want to be a happier person. I want to be comfortable with my body (now there’s a challenge). I also want to me more active and shake this fear of social situations off my shoulders.
There’s a goal or few.

Most challenging of those will definitely be the one where I need to be comfortable with my body. I’ve gained few extra pounds, and now it’s time to shrug those off. I think being comfortable with yourself really helps you to think more positively. Like getting rid of this hey-I’m-pregnant -belly would be awesome, in one word. So, more jogging that is…and a bit more veggies, please.
It’s too bad I can almost call myself a chocoholic. What would be a life without chocolate?
I guess I’ll find out sooner or later.

I’ll be back tomorrow with shocking measurements. World, be afraid. Be very afraid.

- EJ

Mood: Musing
Music: Imogen Heap - Goodnight and Go