"Everything about you resonates happiness"

Today seemed like the perfect day for me.
I woke up early and looked outside the window: the perfect jogging weather, a little chilly and sunny. Yes!
Well, I was going to go outside right after I got dressed, but then I remember something.
What was it that I was meant to do today? Oh yeah, my morning weight. Damn.
So, I took the scale out and basically stared at it for five minutes, hoping that it would spare me from the shock. Finally, stepping on the scale wasn’t as depressing as I thought it would be. I mean I didn’t get hit by a lightning nor did I even pass out. So, here we go:

Height: 165.5 cm (about 5,429 feet)
Weight: 66.1 kg. (145,73 pounds, I think?)

Circumferences:
Waist: 77 cm (about 30,31 inches)
Hips: 96 cm (about 37,80 inches)
Thighs: 63 cm (about 24,80 inches)
Chest: 99 cm (about 38,98 inches)

Work needs to be done. I want to get in better shape and so improve my self-esteem. I just want to be able to see the good in life, and I need to start seeing the good in me. And that will be so much easier when I start to look like the way I want to.

After the weighing I totally forgot about everything. I just sat down and had some breakfast, thinking how I should go to the library and borrow some books.
Sometimes I just totally lose my focus.

So I spent the day cleaning, pondering and looking for new recipes I could try. I found this tomato soup that sounded really delicious, maybe I’ll try that tomorrow.

I was so proud of myself ‘cause I didn’t resort to any goodies! Until my grandparents decided to pop in - they just came back from Sweden, and yes, they had presents. Chocolate.
Oh, if it had been anything else but chocolate! I just couldn’t resist.

So, to sum it up; I didn’t really even break a sweat today and I ate chocolate, so I’m pretty bummed about that now. But I’m also trying to look the bright side (after kicking myself a few hours); Tomorrow’s a brand new day with new chances. And tomorrow morning I’m going jogging or cycling and try to keep my spirit up. Now I feel like crawling to my bed and listening to some Muse. Bliss always makes me feel good.
Peace out.

- EJ

Mood: Disenchanted
Music: Muse - Bliss